100 wc week 34 “but where could I go…” x

Nowhere was safe. No longer could I hide behind shadows of victims that are going through my exact pain. Yes I was scared: but I was brought up better than this, nothing is too hard if perseverance is on your side. That’s all I kept saying over and over again. Nobody cared, nobody understood and nobody believed anymore. Sympathy is earned not given and in my case I don’t deserve anything not even a warm embrace when the night never ends, but where could I go? Especially at a time like this. Though I’ll fight and fight till the end…